October 1, 2008

just checking in

I know some of you are as addicted to blogs as I am, so I just wanted to pop in and say "hi".

There really hasn't been a whole lot to write about as of late. I have my frustrations and such (that never stops), but nothing I've really felt like opening up about.

I guess I just feel that I owe it to the people who frustrate me to keep my mouth shut until we have a chance to work on it. Pretty strange position for me to be in, considering the rants I've posted in the past, I know.

How sad is it that I only post when I'm angry or upset? Maybe if I learn to share my happy thoughts, I'll have more of them? Who knows?

I used to love to write. About me, about other people, or about completely made up characters. I just don't have it right now though.

I know we constantly evolve in this life, and right now I feel like I'm in a cocoon. I have no idea what I'm going to be when I get out of it, but right now it's frustrating because I can't control it. I have no idea what the end result of the process will be. I also have no idea how long I'll be stuck in this thing before I can stretch out again.

All right, enough prose. The dog hair doesn't seem willing to jump into the vacuum cleaner by itself, so I need to go help it along.


Pete said...

sometimes happy thoughts don't flow onto a blog as easily.

You do what you have to do, and I'm sure I can speak for the rest, that we'll be waiting for the butterfly.

Glad you at least updated, now the shaking will stop.

Mommyto3 said...

it's almost as if you have to reprogram yourself right.

totally have been on that page before.

it's very worth it.

we'll be here. do what you got to do.

ellenjane said...

And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
--Anais Nin

Here's to you blossoming. If only the rest of the world could see what a courageous, kind, funny, beautiful, generous and compassionate man I see when I look at you. If only you could see it too love.

I'm with everyone else, I'll be here waiting.

Mommyto3 said...

“As any change must begin somewhere, it is the single individual who will experience it and carry it through. The change must indeed begin with an individual; it might be any one of us. Nobody can afford to look round and to wait for somebody else to do what he is loath to do himself.

- Carl G. Jung